i have decided that nobody wants to hang out with a bitter and impatient girl.
so i have decided to not be those things anymore.
i am waiting with VERY GREAT anticipation to see what my Lord brings into my life, but you know what, i can wait.
I CAN WAIT!
being bitter and forever shaking my fists at the heavens and shouting "POR QUE???" will not and certainly has not made a positive impact in my life, except to help me realize what i do NOT want to be.
and i don't want to be this anymore! i want to be one of those women that really overflow with kindness and love and peace and who are generally very lovely because of it. i have found that bitterness and coldness and spite makes a person, especially a girl, quite ugly.
so i'm gonna knock it off.
every day when my mom dropped me off at oregon trail elementary school, she would smile and tell me to "be sweet." and basically, she's a genius. lots of the time, that's the solution. especially when you're like me, and in the waiting room.
psalm 37:4 says this: "delight yourself in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart."
God knows my heart; He created me to be this way. so i will be sweet, and i will wait. with great anticipation.
