Friday, June 3, 2011

i am tired.

OF:

- sitting looking at my computer screen
- reading this heretical textbook
- trying to focus
- staying up too too too too too late too consistently
- missing out on hanging out
- having to cut short good talks because i'm going to be up all night as it is
- suuuuuper OD-ing on caffeine... today: 1 cup of coffee, 1 rockstar, 1 doubleshot latte, 1 cup of tea... and that's less than yesterday
- sitting sitting sitting sitting AHHHhhhhhhhh
- checking the page count
- procrastinating, and how guilty i feel because of it
- having short times with the Lord
- being ineffective in relationships because of my exhaustion
- being short-fused paired with the malfunctioning filter on my mouth

HOW MUCH COMPLAINING I HEAR COMING OUT MY MOUTH