hello, mcfly.

seriously, i don't know why i worry. God always provides! silly kelsey. i never before noticed how much i do it. as if anything is outside of God's control. even if i don't get to know why certain things happen, God does! that should be enough comfort. to worry is such a heavy thing. essentially, i'm distrusting the infinite Creator and His wisdom every time, thinking perhaps He's not big enough to handle whatever it is. psh. what a load.

"When I consider Your heavens, the work of Your fingers, the moon and the stars, which You have set in place, what is man that You are mindful of him, the son of man that You care for him?"

i was in borders last night with my new friends, and i saw a very big book about the universe. i was completely enthralled with it (which isn't out of the ordinary; i find the universe fascinating), flipping through every page in utter awe. i cannot wrap my head around the idea of all of that space, let alone the God that created it. fact- did you know that our sun is a star, and therefore every star in the vastness of space could very well have its own solar system like ours? and God chose to send His Son to die and to save the microscopic scum of people on one infinitesimally small planet called earth! amazing. mind-blowing. God, You blow my mind.

that God has everything under control! there is NO reason for me to worry. so stop it, kelsey. have a little faith. have a little trust.